Johnnie Gray
Aldarondo, C. (Director). (2016). Memories of a Penitent Heart. Women Make Movies. 74 mins. Memories of a Penitent Heart is the search and examination of a family member deciding to distance himself and leave behind his life in Puerto Rico. Miguel Dieppa’s niece created this documentary to find out more about her uncle and ends up examining the complex dynamics between Miguel, his lover Rob, and his mother. Religion plays a large part in the lives of these three with Miguel fighting for dignity and understanding because of his homosexuality, while the mother remains pious and fearful for the soul of her child. The film begins with the director searching for Miguel’s former lover, Rob, a priest – a search that leads her to find and visit him. His memories bring more substance to Miguel’s life in New York City, enhancing the documentary with various mementos Rob has kept. His memories illuminate the part of his life that was a mystery to Miguel’s family and becomes the centerpiece to the documentary. Methodically, the director pieces together Miguel’s mysterious life that her family kept hidden. Miguel and the relationship he had with Rob became a catalyst for looking at how religion created tension with her own mother and grandmother. Faith and religion are seen as something Miguel struggled with, even as he died from AIDS. Overall, this is a sad portrait of a life gone much too soon. This story is presented with genuine curiosity and becomes a tribute to Miguel. This is an interesting film regarding family and faith. Anyone interested in gay and lesbian lives, or social issues will enjoy viewing this film. Awards: Winner, Best U.S. Latino Film, Cinema Tropical Awards (1), Winners, Best Documentary and Best U.S. Latino Film, Austin Gay & Lesbian International Film Festival (2), Winner, Special Jury Away for Emotional Honesty, Indie Memphis Film Festival (3)